October 10, 2014

123 : Human


" I can hold my breath
I can bite my tongue
I can stay awake for days
If that's what you want
Be your number one

I can fake a smile
I can force a laugh
I can dance and play the part
If that's what you ask
Give you all I am

I can do it
I can turn it on

Be a good machine
I can hold the weight of worlds
If that's what you need
Be your everything

I'll get through it


I can take so much
'Til I've had enough



'Cause I'm only human
And I bleed when I fall down
I'm only human
And I crash and I break down
Your words in my head, knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart "

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2 years I've been your only human to take all the needs of yours.
But I'm only human.
I have my own heart, my own feelings that you need to take care and, love.
But seems like always, I have to heal my own wound.
That's what I do, for 2 years and counting.