January 7, 2015

126 : Coba


Rupanya hati ini sudah lama hancur
tapi masih mencuba untuk kuat dah bertahan.

Mungkin Tuhan tidak beri bahagia Aku itu sekarang
tapi masih tetap berdoa untuk bahagia dan ketenangan.

Jauh dilubuk hati, Aku tahu
Cinta dan rindu itu amat memeritkan hingga jiwa Aku terseksa.
Tapi masih tetap dan akan terus mencintai dan merindui

Kerana harapan dan percaya masih meninggi 
untuk bahagia bersama
mencintai yang sama
dan
merindui selamanya



 

December 27, 2014

125 : Load


Banjir dihati siapa yang tahu
Hujan dimata hanya Tuhan yang tahu, pasti





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December 5, 2014

124 : Enough


It's too much.
I can't take it anymore.

You need to learn
learn how to respect,
learn how to give and take,
learn how to appreciate



October 10, 2014

123 : Human


" I can hold my breath
I can bite my tongue
I can stay awake for days
If that's what you want
Be your number one

I can fake a smile
I can force a laugh
I can dance and play the part
If that's what you ask
Give you all I am

I can do it
I can turn it on

Be a good machine
I can hold the weight of worlds
If that's what you need
Be your everything

I'll get through it


I can take so much
'Til I've had enough



'Cause I'm only human
And I bleed when I fall down
I'm only human
And I crash and I break down
Your words in my head, knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart "

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2 years I've been your only human to take all the needs of yours.
But I'm only human.
I have my own heart, my own feelings that you need to take care and, love.
But seems like always, I have to heal my own wound.
That's what I do, for 2 years and counting.


August 4, 2014

122 : Biarkan Aku


Hati Aku telah mati
Jiwa Aku kerap diluka
Perasaan Aku telah tiada
Rasa Aku pergi sama

Ranap semuanya
cuma tinggal mata yang melihat
dan mulut yang tidak mahu bicara soal kita
Biar Aku hadam bulat-bulat supaya kau bahagia
dan Aku, terluka.

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